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Briana Marie Aquino

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Life is a precious gift — July 3, 2015
In Retrospect — July 2, 2015

In Retrospect

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In retrospect of life
Regrets make way easy
Apologies feel far while
Life feels wasted away
While hope feels like a
Fading shade of sun
Just before it sinks
From view while you
Watch trying to grasp
How much has been
Lost in time ticking
Away in to star dust
And endless memories
Swim across the vision
All a blur, too quick to
Isolate one memory
From another but you
Can almost reach out
And intimately trace the
Fragments surrounding
You in a whirlwind of
People and places and
Words that don’t matter
For it’s too late to go
Back to ‘undo‘ the done
But you can look forward
Drop the bag of weight
Filled with dead people
You carry around and
Reach out to the ones
Standing at the doors
Waiting for you to join
Them on the other side

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People Dissapoint —

People Dissapoint

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On this stage full of actors
Each trying to outsmart the
Another by playing their
Parts with eased perfection
Under masks of murky
Gray characters that cloud
Over your view of the world
Making it appear as dark as
The white painted hospital
Walls and as dull as the beep
Of the heart wanting to sleep
People disappoint you in
Ways that make you wonder
Make you question yourself
How deceiving and deep those
Layers of skin were wrapped
Around their faces that you
Couldn’t tell real from fake
Ones, wishing to tear off the
Intimate cocoons they hide in
Peel of one plastic layer after
Another till the backstabbers
Knives can be seen and the
Lies can be put on display
For the world to know the
Ugliness people hide behind
The perfectly crafted smiles

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Love yourself enough to never settle for less than what you deserve. —
He taught me to feel — June 29, 2015

He taught me to feel

Bianca Paige Smith's avatarThe Fickle Heartbeat

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I feel a lot. I never really understood until now, I feel EVERYTHING. I never really paid much attention to it until now, until him. You know him, the him that walks into your life like he owns the place and when your defensive, unemotional, I control everything self tries to puff up, his smile or touch breaks it completely down. I thought I was a steel shield, nothing could ever truly penetrate my heart, but he did, he came without warning and made me rethink everything I ever thought about friendship, connection, chemistry and love. Its safe to say he shook up my world in a way I can barely describe.

I should run away from this, its so unfamiliar, there are so many reasons I shouldn’t even entertain, but I do, I do because I’m learning here, I’m growing here, I’m truly loving without condition…

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IMY — June 24, 2015

IMY

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Perhaps not being able to see each other is a divine gift…

I know you are doing great at this point in time… You’re doing great— without me.

How long has it been? Yet I still feel painful twinges in my heart when my brain involuntarily drifts me to memories of you.

Have you, in one point or another, thought of me? Would that be possible? How do you see me? I guess there’s no way of knowing that now… I guess I’ll just let that be.

One fact I cannot deny is— I miss you…

…but I know you won’t feel the same way I do, ever again…


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Unspoken — June 22, 2015

Unspoken

Bianca Paige Smith's avatarThe Fickle Heartbeat

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My eyes filled with tears
As you looked into mine
I glanced away, you need not know,
You need not find.
`
That familiar feeling resurfaced,
One that I tried to forget for so long.
One that I never wanted to feel ever again—
Until now…
`
We lived our lives the way we wanted it.
Met other people along the broken path,
I thought they would help us forget.
But what they did seemed too little.
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The bond that kept us connected—
all this time—
was far from being broken.
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It’s just that our hearts
were too proud to admit…
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In the end,
It’s not a matter of who hurt
Or who loved the most…
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It’s about the truth
that even without being spoken,
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Only our hearts could ever understand…”


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No answers — June 19, 2015

No answers

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3rd day – 3rd quote

“I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel – drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have – that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all.”
Anne Sexton, Anne Sexton: A Self-Portrait in Letters


In continuation of the “3 day quotes challenge” (please refer to the link for yesterday’s post), today I have shared a quote by another literary gem, a person favourite yet again; Anne Sexton. Her works speaks for itself, I need not to say anything about the above quoted words or the lady.


Rules for…

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Sushi with my best friend 🍱🍵🍣 — June 8, 2015
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