Spark a Convo

I want to talk and be heard cause when I’m quite everyone wants to sleep. I listen and I’m tired of holding my mouth. I have important things I want to talk about ,tired of hearing about things that don’t matter. Lets talk about goals and experience. Let’s get to a deeper level of conversation not just hey how are you and then it’s over. I want to know about you and I’m sure I’m not the only one with questions. Let’s stop being scared and tell things we never cared to share you know those things we wish to forget or regret . You know it’s good to let things off your chest you’d be surprise whose there to listen or is right along with you or better yet someone understanding . Creating a friendship that continues to blossom and conversation go deeper and deeper. You know longer, have secrets let them go, your more outgoing ,more bubbly and most importantly your happy . Not only have they changed your life but you have done the same for them all it takes is getting to know them.

Just a thought

At this age, I’m not begging for attention or being in competition. I’m not having feelings for someone that aren’t reciprocated. I’m not making a fool of myself for someone that shows me nothing but a friendship. Therefore I will not force nothing with anyone. I’m cooling , enjoying time with myself and my friends. This is what I need and what makes me happy is the fact that I put myself first and that’s genuine love for me.

Blame Game

Your character has changed along time ago and everyone that comes along contributes to a new piece of you. Do you even know you or are you just becoming what everyone else is or does around you? Trying to fit in changing your clothes, your hobbies, etc. Then looking back at an old picture of whom you once were and don’t even recognize yourself. But you don’t blame yourself, you blame others and more importantly you blame life. When you, yourself have allowed yourself to change into what’s in or what’s cool and each thing you change you lose a valuable piece of yourself. You’re values, your morals, your expectations that you once set for yourself and yet even when you know it’s you. You let outsiders looking in help you convince yourself that it’s everyone but you for the person you become. You do the self-destruction so therefore you can rebuild yourself or make yourself better. Only YOU!

Self-LOVE

“Girl your perfect” as far as how in your eyes physically, sexually, mentally, because I know that at first glance your hooked by my looks. In between your legs is what you use instead of your head and your state of mind is “I just want one night”. One night to make her feel me in a way she’s never felt but if that’s your thoughts leave me be I don’t want to be a piece of meat. No, I don’t want to be known for my body. Yes, my face may be pretty but looks fade. My views, opinions, voice and intelligence that’s what makes me. I value you my principles my morals, my values I will not comprise my pride and respect. For a fool who can’t hold a conversation or keep his eyes of my “goodies”. I deserve someone who matches me or is better than me that will help me better myself. Even if it’s not right now I have myself love and I’m far from perfect. So there’s work to be done so meanwhile I’m bettering me.

Is writing an essay on paper before you type it old fashioned?

First I’m not saying that it’s a problem with going straight to typing. I personally have done both with doing schoolwork or even with my creative writing (poetry). But me I think writing on paper is more effective when it comes to writing. At first you brainstorm on topics, make little doodles with it (maybe that’s just me), choose one or more topic that work well with one another, and start working on the rough draft. Of course either way you will experience some rough bumps or what some call brain farts but you get back in your mojo. You write till your heart is content with what you have. Go in and correct with a cool color pen or even completely changed something around because you thought of something better. Something you may find appealing when you do this is your penmanship. Although I like to write in lowercase letters it’s not the proper way of writing but hey only I’m seeing it. My chicken scratch isn’t that bad (laughs).